Ones healing begins with the understanding that all how humanity is, is wrong – everything. So all how you are is wrong – everything. It doesn’t matter if some of how you are may be right, that will come out in the wash so to speak, but it does matter to begin by focusing on the worst; so you are not only all wrong, but you are evil too. So alarm bells should start ringing, you should feel resistance to this, for no one wants to be evil unless they are wanting to for reasons of false power.
So if you can accept, or just entertain the notion that we’re all living untrue to ourselves, untrue to our soul, untrue to nature and untrue to God, then this is where you begin: by wanting to become true. True to yourself, nature and God. And so, you need to do your healing.
So then we look to our feelings to help us see this truth – how untrue we are and all that entails, and why we are untrue: what’s happened to us to make us be this way. And we are to accept and express and long for the truth of all our feelings. And in uncovering the truth, so we will change, we don’t have to actively do anything with our minds to make ourselves change into better people. We ONLY have to accept and understand and express all our feelings to do with how we feel about being in our untrue states; so uncover the truth of being evil; or, the truth of being untrue. And as we do, we’ll slowly become more true just naturally.
Now the difference between what doing your Feeling-Healing or Soul-Healing is compared to every other type of healing – be it with a therapist looking deep into your traumas, or through spiritual or religious means, or simply using your mind to forgive and forget and ‘get over it’ – is that all such ways of doing your healing are merely so you can heal yourself of your current problems, then once done, be able to happily move along in life feeling a lot better, even feeling fantastic, having overcome your disease or bad emotional state. So these approaches are offering help to overcome such obstacles, to change yourself, all so you can continue on being more successful and feeling much better about yourself in life as you know it, HOWEVER, IT’S IN A LIFE THAT IS STILL ALL WRONG. And this is what’s important to understand. So although you might feel wonderful having healed some part of yourself, or even your whole self as some people claim to have done, you are still only feeling more wonderful in your untrue, and so negative and evil state of mind and will. You simply feel more confident and powerful in your untruth, moving along happily still advancing it. So you’ve not healed ALL of yourself. You’ve not healed ALL of your Childhood Repression, you’ve not uncovered every feeling you’ve denied yourself since your conception. You will at best, only have scratched the surface of your true and full healing.
So what doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is all about, is to HEAL YOURSELF OF YOUR WHOLE NEGATIVE STATE, to become positive and true. So it’s a complete breaking down of how you are, and rebuilding into a new you, a you that is true and full of love and is truly loving. So it’s a whole change of the inner person, and it will take time to be achieved and endless amounts of very hard work on yourself, because as you will find, you will have seemingly endless amounts of buried repressed bad feelings within you, all coming from what happened to you during your forming years.
So as your healing evolves, you will have breakthroughs when you feel great, and possibly feel you’ve healed your traumas, but it’s not about then getting on living happily in what’s left of your untrue state, it’s about still longing hard to live true, and dedicating your life to achieving the goal of being perfect, and true to your soul. And if this is your intention, then rest assured, your soul will keep the pressure on you, even relentlessly until there are simply no more repressed feelings to come out of you. And by the time that happens you will have spiritually grown in truth to understand your whole negative and untrue, evil condition, and your whole way of life and all you stand for will have vastly changed.
So doing your Feeling-Healing and Soul-Healing is not to look into yourself so as you fix what problems are there, enabling you to get back on the horse that you seem to have fallen off. It’s going off in a whole other and new direction entirely, living a very different life to the one you have known, removing yourself from the world in as much as not being untrue and evil like everyone else is, but still being able to be in the world, only in your true and perfect state of mind and will once you’ve finished your healing.
Childhood Repression and Feeling-Healing 
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